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On and Off

I know no one is going to see this but I was in a toxic relationship... And in all honesty I don't know how to pick myself back up. It is hard when everyone around says he was no good or that I cold do better because a part of me didn't want to "do better" I wanted to stay with him and love him forever but I guess that wasn't the plan... I don't think he thought to either... I do miss him and I do love him, but I don't miss are the bruises and cut from when I "tripped" He was a good guy but at the same time I felt trapped and lost because how can someone who loves me hurt me physically, mentally and emotionally? At the I wasn't such an angle either, this relationship made me into the worst person and I hated myself for it. All I know is that he is gone and I am lost.
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My Eyes

I'm sorry, that my eyes always follow you and where you always walk Or stare at the places that you always left Maybe it's looking for a chance for you to turn back Because my eyes are blinded by the things that I lack And that's you You are the thing that I'm missing And seeing you with another kissing Aches my heart as I close my eyes To forget the truth that I wish could be lies I wish I didn't see and I wish my eyes didn't always follow you and where you always walk
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My Troll

Dear My Ugly Little Troll, So I guess this is Goodbye... It has been a long time since you left and I know it's stupid to keep writing to you, but I want to say that you were my first love and I will never forget about you. The memories that we made will never fade away... Your kisses and huggies will always remain on my skin forever. I know we couldn't go on to the 8th, 9th and 10th months (I was too tired to say 11th and 12th). Maybe because we were too young, or because we just weren't meant to be. Even though you are happier with someone else, I will always love you. It hurts, I know, but I'm happy to see you finally happy... Though I wish it was with me... Love, Your Chicken Bagel Butt
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Just Sometimes

Sometimes, I don't even know myself anymore And I get lost in a world what keeps moving without any remorse... Sometimes, I would just want it to stop, so I can reminice of the past Where everything was "okay" and where you there to stay
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The King

Let it be known, that no matter how many times I say I don't hate you, I'm hurt... You left me knowing everything I have been though... To be honest I have no clue why. If you thought it was fun to watch me fall as you stood tall on your throne, that's just sick... I hope one day someone will treat you the same way you treated me and you will feel how I felt.
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Romeo and Juliet

We were like the story of Romeo and Juliet Remembering the day that we first met All the smiles and laughs, Are all nothing now but the past But no matter what I will love you Even though that's not what I am supposed to do I will cherish the love that you have given me And remember the way that we use to be But as time tore us apart I knew that this would have to be a new start To live without the love and to hope for that one day The day that we meet and everything will be okay So don't fret my little one The day will come When we can be together And our "Nevers" will become "Forevers"
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Goodbye

No matter how hard I try to hate you, I can't because you know I will always love you. I will treasure the memories that you gave me and all the smiles and laughs we had. I know life won't be the same without you, but I also know that if we were meant to be together then we will. I hope one day we can meet again in good terms and see how much we have grown from each other. I wish you all the best and I love you.
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