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I'm scared Why does this always happen to me Please don't let him come any closer I don't know what to do anymore Please I'm begging you  Don't leave me Don't say goodbye I'm scared 

You're probably sitting, like me Missing you baby ooowee Promise to listen before you sleep Cos when I'm staring at the stars Looking at the moon wishing that I Could be there with you It's okay, and it's alright Baby listen to this lullaby Good night, sleep tight Dream away with me tonight I love this song! It's so calm and it makes me feel at ease. <3

He is like a big brother He helps me with my problems  He is always there for me He makes the pain go away And puts a smile to my face I've always wanted a big brother like that. And though he isn't related to me by blood. He will always be in my heart as the best brother I could ever ask for!

I'm happy that I have friends who cares I've never really had that before  It's kind of new to me.... But to others who feel alone.  Remember that I am always with you no matter what. Though I may not know you I have felt your pain Love you guys.

He protects me in my sleep Saves me from my nightmares He saved my life from death  But the thing is that he doesn't know it

I don't know anymore.

I love him.  I want to be able to kiss him like it's a normal thing to do To be able to hug him.. Without pretending To be able to laugh with him without worrying if I'm a bother   I just want to be with him.... 

Even though he have up so easily.. I still love him.

I think he knows me to well.... 

Every second of everyday. My feelings for you grow stronger and stronger. Like a ticking bomb in my heart ready to explode.

I guess I'm falling in love with him.. I don't know when it started.. But all I know is that I love him.. With all my heart..

Why do I always end up falling for the wrong guys?

I don't want to be your fake girlfriend I want to be real  And get hugs just for being me! I don't want to kiss knowing that you don't love me I just want you to accept me Fake  People use that word all the time  But it tears me up thinking that all I will ever be is fake to you

I love him!  But though his feelings are fading away My heart remains still He is my knight in shining armor  The light to my darkness  He is the every to my thing And I just love him.  He may seem like a jerk But he is just misjudged  He is the sweetest guy I've ever talked to He is a nerd at times playing his xbox 24/7  But he gives time to talk to me He is a weirdo/creeper and I love that about him He is a jerk but he is my jerk.  And if you can't see that then oh well Because I love him more then you think!

I've been having fun in school lately.. I'm just busy like everyone else.. Sorry guys!!

So I might get my first boyfriend~ yay!! Lol right now I'm single~ But doesn't mean having a boyfriend is all that~ I think being single is fun! Looking at all the cute guys!! And experiencing the joy of just being single! But one day we will all find that special someone! We all just hope we can hold on to him as tight as we can~

So I ALMOST got kissed yesterday!!! BUT I got scared because it was my first kiss and I kinda turned and walked away..... I know guys I'm an idiot...