On and Off
I know no one is going to see this but I was in a toxic relationship... And in all honesty I don't know how to pick myself back up. It is hard when everyone around says he was no good or that I cold do better because a part of me didn't want to "do better" I wanted to stay with him and love him forever but I guess that wasn't the plan... I don't think he thought to either... I do miss him and I do love him, but I don't miss are the bruises and cut from when I "tripped" He was a good guy but at the same time I felt trapped and lost because how can someone who loves me hurt me physically, mentally and emotionally? At the I wasn't such an angle either, this relationship made me into the worst person and I hated myself for it. All I know is that he is gone and I am lost.