What happy life?!

Even if my heart beats, it is as col as ice. I have given up hope to become the best that I could be. I don't know why I'm like this. I'm so confused. How did this happen to me. I can't be myself anymore. After everything that has happened my personality has changed. Why did they do this to me!!! Why....

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