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You tease me all the time, Because you think it's fun.  But in the end you always make me smile, You allow me to think that life is worthwhile. You make me mad on purpose, But in the end I laugh. You are so ignorant. So irrational. But I love you Mr. Illogical!

Goodbyes? Are just words as Nothing more than a heard It comes and goes All you hear are woes Starting with hellos, A surprising leap of cloves Flying through the air but Then falling with no care Hello! Goodbye! I’m warning you not to lie I say “Tell me what you mean” He says back “Ha! Don’t be too keen!” Wishing, Wondering If it’s you, I won’t be missing Hoping you will come back To say hello, once more, and goodbyes are what we lack..

I know your out there. I just need to find you. 

No one understands. 

One day I'll prove to everyone who said I can't that I can. 

He likes someone else... Ha... Ha.... :(

Guys I kinda need feedback lol! 

I'm sorry for being annoying...

Dear no one by tori kelly

I can't resist him  His touch His voice  His eyes The way he controls me with just one touch Sends me to heaven It's like a dog and his master I'll always be looking for that one treat

Hi my knight!      How was your day! I know you won't read this but I just wanted to know how you were doing! Did you find someone new? Do you like someone now?? I hope you're happy! I miss you...

I'm learning soccer!! Can't wait!! And this guy is gonna help..... I'm kinda nervous!! But he is just a friend!

He probably won't read this but I just want you to know that I miss you... I miss your hugs and when you tease me.... 

I don't know who I like anymore

Sometimes I fall to easily.

I'm like a grenade ready to blow A ticking bomb ready to burst I don't know when it will happen But when it does I'm ready

Sometimes I want to just curse so badly! Ugh and I hate that fact that i can't say I want to go to school. I HATE missing out on everything and all the information that I'm supposed to learn. I know it may sound weird but that's just me. I don't like being late for things, I don't like missing out on things. It just makes me frustrated sometimes that fact that I can't say it. That I can't tell people "oh I like school and I want to go to learn" that I can't say that I don't want to miss out on school and friends when I'm at home sitting around doing nothing AGAIN.. I don't want to at home 24/7 because school is like a release from home. I can't relax sometimes but when I go to school and come back home I'm more relaxed then ever because I took that break from home. During the summer I want to go out every day so I don't stay home all the time so I can have that break. But if not then I always feel a little trapped, but m

Happy valentines day! To all! Sorry again I haven't been posting much. I blame school! But as I see everyone has also been busy! Love you guys! I'm single~ but! I don't hate valentines day! I'm just waiting for the special someone! But I do like this picture~! 

I miss him.......

I'm scared Why does this always happen to me Please don't let him come any closer I don't know what to do anymore Please I'm begging you  Don't leave me Don't say goodbye I'm scared 

You're probably sitting, like me Missing you baby ooowee Promise to listen before you sleep Cos when I'm staring at the stars Looking at the moon wishing that I Could be there with you It's okay, and it's alright Baby listen to this lullaby Good night, sleep tight Dream away with me tonight I love this song! It's so calm and it makes me feel at ease. <3

He is like a big brother He helps me with my problems  He is always there for me He makes the pain go away And puts a smile to my face I've always wanted a big brother like that. And though he isn't related to me by blood. He will always be in my heart as the best brother I could ever ask for!

I'm happy that I have friends who cares I've never really had that before  It's kind of new to me.... But to others who feel alone.  Remember that I am always with you no matter what. Though I may not know you I have felt your pain Love you guys.

He protects me in my sleep Saves me from my nightmares He saved my life from death  But the thing is that he doesn't know it

I don't know anymore.

I love him.  I want to be able to kiss him like it's a normal thing to do To be able to hug him.. Without pretending To be able to laugh with him without worrying if I'm a bother   I just want to be with him.... 

Even though he have up so easily.. I still love him.

I think he knows me to well.... 

Every second of everyday. My feelings for you grow stronger and stronger. Like a ticking bomb in my heart ready to explode.

I guess I'm falling in love with him.. I don't know when it started.. But all I know is that I love him.. With all my heart..

Why do I always end up falling for the wrong guys?

I don't want to be your fake girlfriend I want to be real  And get hugs just for being me! I don't want to kiss knowing that you don't love me I just want you to accept me Fake  People use that word all the time  But it tears me up thinking that all I will ever be is fake to you

I love him!  But though his feelings are fading away My heart remains still He is my knight in shining armor  The light to my darkness  He is the every to my thing And I just love him.  He may seem like a jerk But he is just misjudged  He is the sweetest guy I've ever talked to He is a nerd at times playing his xbox 24/7  But he gives time to talk to me He is a weirdo/creeper and I love that about him He is a jerk but he is my jerk.  And if you can't see that then oh well Because I love him more then you think!

I've been having fun in school lately.. I'm just busy like everyone else.. Sorry guys!!

So I might get my first boyfriend~ yay!! Lol right now I'm single~ But doesn't mean having a boyfriend is all that~ I think being single is fun! Looking at all the cute guys!! And experiencing the joy of just being single! But one day we will all find that special someone! We all just hope we can hold on to him as tight as we can~

So I ALMOST got kissed yesterday!!! BUT I got scared because it was my first kiss and I kinda turned and walked away..... I know guys I'm an idiot...