School

Sometimes I want to just curse so badly! Ugh and I hate that fact that i can't say I want to go to school. I HATE missing out on everything and all the information that I'm supposed to learn. I know it may sound weird but that's just me. I don't like being late for things, I don't like missing out on things. It just makes me frustrated sometimes that fact that I can't say it. That I can't tell people "oh I like school and I want to go to learn" that I can't say that I don't want to miss out on school and friends when I'm at home sitting around doing nothing AGAIN.. I don't want to at home 24/7 because school is like a release from home. I can't relax sometimes but when I go to school and come back home I'm more relaxed then ever because I took that break from home. During the summer I want to go out every day so I don't stay home all the time so I can have that break. But if not then I always feel a little trapped, but maybe that's just me... I think school is something different. It's something to keep me distracted from the rest of my problems that I just don't tell people. It's my own little "go to" place when I feel down...

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