C-2

Let it be known, that no matter how many times I say I don't hate you, I'm hurt... You left me knowing everything I have been though... To be honest I have no clue why. If you thought it was fun to watch me fall as you stood tall on your throne, that's just sick... I hope one day someone will treat you the same way you treated me and you will feel how I felt.

We were like the story of Romeo and Juliet Remembering the day that we first met All the smiles and laughs, Are all nothing now but the past But no matter what I will love you Even though that's not what I am supposed to do I will cherish the love that you have given me And remember the way that we use to be But as time tore us apart I knew that this would have to be a new start To live without the love and to hope for that one day The day that we meet and everything will be okay So don't fret my little one The day will come When we can be together And our "Nevers" will become "Forevers"

No matter how hard I try to hate you, I can't because you know I will always love you. I will treasure the memories that you gave me and all the smiles and laughs we had. I know life won't be the same without you, but I also know that if we were meant to be together then we will. I hope one day we can meet again in good terms and see how much we have grown from each other. I wish you all the best and I love you.

I'm truly happy that I met you... It just seems like you don't truly know what you want. I'm here chasing after an invisible dream, while you are there just idly watching me try so hard for something I don't even know that will come true. So yes, I don't know if I want to continue trying, but all I know is that I love you... It just seems like your feelings aren't as strong as mine... But once you do decide... Don't expect me to be there waiting for you if it is already too late...

I'm tired of all the lies getting stabbed in the back one thousand times would be better than being lied to to figure out that in the end it meant nothing to you. How am I supposed to respond to that? Was I just some entertaining game you needed to spare time? Why? My wounds can heal but the scars will never disappear...

I knew my first time wouldn't be FANTASTIC! but I didn't know it would be full of regret. to be left by the one whom you thought was the one to give him everything and receive nothing but sorrow in return you would think I would have learned by now but I haven't I can never forget the way he caressed my cheek and the way he kissed me softly... but I can't help but remember that, that was all he ever wanted he wanted the flower to bloom within me just to leave it wilting alone and every time I see him I freeze because I don't know what to say to him because I know deep inside I still love him

It was physically and mentally painful... as you plucked the petals right off of my stem I tried to hear the words that I yearned for but all I got was a cold and lustful stare into my own eyes as I said the words only to hear nothing