First time for everything

I knew my first time wouldn't be FANTASTIC!
but I didn't know it would be full of regret.
to be left by the one whom you thought was the one
to give him everything and receive nothing but sorrow in return
you would think I would have learned by now
but I haven't
I can never forget the way he caressed my cheek
and the way he kissed me softly...
but I can't help but remember that,
that was all he ever wanted
he wanted the flower to bloom within me
just to leave it wilting alone
and every time I see him
I freeze because I don't know what to say to him
because I know deep inside
I still love him

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