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dear him,        i love you! and i already know that you know but if there is a ray of hope, i hope maybe just maybe you love me too.... i love the way you smile, that sparkle in your eyes, the way you make me laugh, and the way you make me cry. i know i cant turn back time but if i were to change one thing about you i would change the way you feel for me, but i cant do that, i cant make you love me. just so you know that i love you soo much i cant even stop loving you and i cant live without you. one day i hope you wake up and regret not having me, and not having the love that i would give you. but i love you and im sorry...                                                     ...

  why cant guys understand  

i know that girls give the most goofies nicknames for guys but..... i wonder it they do the same....

sometimes the moments, when they end they are like a dream that ill never have again.....

i love music!! its like my comfort food, my emotions, and my LIFE! ^^

well don't miss a single chance whenever there is an opening because one day you WILL wake up to regret it...... i do now..

for all of my readers please note that i may not have the time to write on the weekends but i will try my hardest!! well i need to have a life too! ^^ but thank you for following me on my page!

I'm not gonna give in. I'm not gonna fall. I'm not gonna be here, whenever you call. This time it's over, I'm keeping my heart. I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart. It will get better, I'll no longer cry. In a couple of weeks I won't want to die. I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep. It won't hurt so bad, and it won't strike so deep. I'm convincing myself. Yes, I'll find someone new. I won't be alone, and I won't be with you. Your waiting for me to crawl back to your side, but no not this time. I'm keeping my pride. So good-bye forever, I'll be on my way. It's gonna take time but I'll be okay

Somewhere There's someone Who Dreams Of Your smile, And Finds In Your Presence That Life Is Worth While, So When You Are Lonely, Remember It's True: Somebody, Somewhere Is Thinking Of You I loved you once... you loved me not... I loved you twice... but I forgot... you never loved me... you never will... but even so... I love you still....... </3 I wont pretend that I intend to stop living. I wont pretend Im good at forgiving, but I cant hate you...although I have tried, but I still really love you deep inside. You were my favorite mistake

this is one essay i did for school before about my life:        as i walk in to the room in pre-k i saw him. he had short black hair and liked to fool around. we talked, we laughed, we were best friends. i thought it was a weird feeling and i didn't know what it was. we were in the same class until 6th grade.... i was young to know about love or hate but in pre-k i knew that i loved him. we used to hang out and fool around in class. pass notes and talk online. when we started to talk sometimes it was about girls but i was fine.... i wasn't a girly girl that would get jealous so i just listened.         one day that all changed in 5th grade, i was happy that we were in the same class we talked all summer and hung out with friends. when i went inside i saw him sitting, laughing, and smiling. he didn't say hi until later that day. he was hanging out with other people and not talking to me... i thought it was...

maybe love is hard..... maybe it could break your heart.... but why do we love? even if we dont want to.... why? why do the people that we love break our hearts when you are giving your whole heart and soul to them.....? questions unknown

Sometimes, reaching out and taking someone's hand is the beginning of a journey....... At other times, it is allowing another to take yours. ^^

when you get your first boyfriend and you get your FIRST KISS!! some people get so nervous like its the most important thing in the world but actually its not.... you should wait until the right person comes and then you can love them kiss them every time you see them. Just wait, don't rush things.

Sometimes i feel like i want to be in an anime because of: -hot, nice, romantic, guys -the guys don't cheat on you -they are unpredictable (in real life the guys tell there buds when they are going to kiss a girl..) -can be cute the guys -they care for girls  -etc. man anime and manga girls have the life and guess what they also have a happy ending!!!!! I WANT TO BE IN AN ANIME/MANGA! hehehe ^^

one day all of us girls will find someone that will love and care for us as much as we do to them..... just that we dont know when........

everytime i say im giving up i end up going right back to him... <3

long distant relationships....... hard to control boyfriend in school...... hard to concentrate liking someone that doesn't talk to you..... complicated liking someone that you have liked for a long time.......harder to give up on liking someone that you cant see until who knows when.......... devastating man liking to many guys hurts the heart and mind.......

when you love someone you dont want to love its kind of hard to get rid of the feeling but when you love someone by force then its easier to give up...

liking too many guys telling some that you like them..... getting heart broken.... never going to love again! later on having second thoughts of the one that broke your heart............. ohh no here we go again!!!!!!! ^^

one day i will find someone that will love me more than i love them... i just hope its soon because right now im heart broken... </3

20 quotes 1.        i hate the way i love you, but i love the way i hate you 2.        love is not choosen but given 3.        dont love someone for thier looks but for their heart 4.        even if you love someone you cant be with cherish the moments you have with them because they are not going to be with you forever 5.        hate always hurts but love hurts more 6.        love is like a rainbow you think its beautiful at first but when is fades away all there is left is saddness 7.        can love be hated or can hate but loved 8.        if you want me to to leave you alone does that mean you want me to die or disappear? 9.        Ill do anything you want me to just let me love you just like you...

loving someone that doesnt love you back is not a bad thing but one day you have to move on because one day you will get hurt just like me..... ^^ 

to those who are single ya I'm not alone!!! to those who have a special someone well i feel jealous but i feel happy for you! Need any love tips! ^^ hehe but dont need to be scared of falling in love and dont rush it! it will come naturally... p.s trust me i have liked to many guys before im not going back there again!

hey the story i'm working on is about a girl liking to many guys well i guess a lot of girls do that but most stick to one so anyone plz can give me some tips or story lines! ill post some stories later ^^

hey its C-2 this is my new blog! fun~! well hope you will follow me!